“Please stand clear of the doors. Por Favor Manténgase Alejado de las Puertas.”
The monorail accelerates beneath us, a white fiberglass cocoon of air conditioning. Even in the (relatively) cool January, it’s still Florida, and we’re at Disney World.
Of course we’re at Disney World.
The intent and purpose of this initial trip, of course, is to go to Harry Potter world. It’s Em’s Christmas present. I’ve spent a few months preparing for it, but just a few weeks ago, she burst the surprise wide open when I made the mistake of giving her a hint that hit a little too close to the mark.
I don’t like to pat myself on the back too much, but I think I did well on the setup. I prepared a poem for her, just like the Sorting Hat sings in the Harry Potter books when the new students arrive. (Heck, I had it down to the meter of the poem.) It was hidden in a little old boot in my house that she had to search for - naturally, the boot represented a Portkey, the magic teleportation device from the books, commonly disguised as useless or innocuous objects.
Her wonder at the accuracy of Hogsmeade and the wizarding world of Harry Potter has only been eclipsed by how much she wants to go to Disney World while we’re here.
So naturally, we’re at Disney World.
The monorail gives a little bump and I stagger. Emily beams up at me from the seat. We’re taking a little tour of her favorite kind. It’s pretty simple. All you have to do is pull into a Disney resort like you own the place, then explore it and/or pig out at the restaurants to your arterial content.
We’re just leaving the Polynesian, and all I can say is: "Wow". As much as these little explorations have gone against my plan, I can’t say I resent them; the Polynesian’s island theming is subtle and spectacular at the same time. A massive waterfall towers in the main lobby, overgrown with jungle plants as you tour upon a cool, black slate floor. The paths outside wind through the jungle while tiki torches burn above you, a romantic touch in the evening air.
That said, our next stop is the Grand Floridian, and as I step into the lobby, instantly a sense of realization washes over me.
Perhaps it’s the Victorian-esque opulence of the place, where a massive lobby acts as a sounding board for a live jazz band playing big-band arrangements of Disney music. Perhaps it’s the conflux of serenity and bustle to the place, how the grandeur holds these two opposing forces in a pleasing balance.
No, that’s not it.
It’s my right hand, how the blood is being squeezed out of it as Emily draws in a massive breath, her slender little form a coilspring of tension and awe.
“Dance with me,” she whispers, as we stride out onto the carpet. Nearby, an elderly couple is doing just that. Stiffly, I attempt to convince my anxiety that this is the correct thing to do.
It is. Those big, steel blue eyes glint with happiness, a reflection of tiny tears in their corners. This is, as I have found, our happy place, here in the opulent heart of the resort. The live jazz rings around us, with Emily’s arms around my shoulders. Like high schoolers dancing to the Goo Goo Dolls’ “Iris,” both couples, old and young, gently rock back and forth in the cool golden air of the Grand Floridian.
That sense of realization? No different than when I nearly blurted out the magic words in Charlotte. I know for certain now that I will propose here, at Disney World, and heaven permitting in this magnificent hotel. My ability to plan a complex scheme has been confirmed, but my ability to execute it, and critically, to keep it quiet is not.
Nine and a half months to go.
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Wednesday, December 25, 2013
Chapter 02 - Setback
“She figured it out, didn’t she?” Emily’s roommate Anna asks, shifting on the couch to rest her head on her fist.
Outside, the barren trees shiver in the chilly December wind. I’m home for a few weeks for Christmas and New Years 2012, and I’ve already hit a snag.
“Yeah,” I tell her, slumping lower in my chair. “She figured it out. One lousy hint was all it took.”
Let’s recap -and perhaps rewind- here.
Approximately one month ago, I began plotting a preliminary surprise for Emily. A test run, if you will. The plan seemed simple to me - come up with a suitably nice experience for Emily’s Christmas present, and lead her on a merry chase to discern its identity. Clever, right? Take her to a place we’ve never been? Throw in lots of creative trappings to confound and entrance her, right?
Wrong.
“Give me a hint,” Emily had said.
It was over the phone, but I could tell that pouty tone in her voice. In person, she’d be giving me The Eyes. I was powerless against The Eyes, because they invariably came accompanied by a puppy dog pout and that subtle inward slouch of the shoulders implying “certainly you’d tell little old me?”.
“No,” I’d told her, throwing the last of my willpower onto my mental campfire like wet tinder. “If I give you a hint, you’ll figure it out.”
“Pleeeeeeeeeaaase,” she’d pleaded. “Just a little hint. You’re so creative with these things. I just want to know a little bit.”
“N-no,” I attempted, but my resolve had cracked. That devious Emily! She knew how to get through my armor, undermining it by playing to my desire for praise.
“I promise I won’t tell you if I figure it out.”
“Aaaargh,” I said, through one layer of clenched teeth and another of my hand over my mouth.
“ONE hint. One really obscure one.” I thought for a while on this one - it had to be tricky and it had to be obscure enough to have multiple possibilities. A solution struck me, a convoluted answer that would no doubt frustrate her.
I had it. “We are going to a place we have been before, but never in person.”
Ha! That would do it. See, metaphorically, we had been to the Harry Potter universe, because we would read it to each other before bedtime each night. (Or, more accurately, I would read it to her, in radio-melodrama fashion, doing all the voices, while she fell asleep.) But, of course, we had never been to the theme park in Orlando, the Wizarding World of Harry Potter.
It was the perfect riddle.
The Sphinx herself would choke on this one, I thought.
“I know where we’re going,” came her reply, smirking straight through the phone. Her tone told me everything - it was over. She’d figured it out.
*****
Fast forward to the present. I’m sitting on the couch, glumly sifting through Anna’s collection of trading cards, registering little of each one.
“This, Anna, is why I cannot be trusted as the sole orchestrator of this thing,” I tell her.
“Yeah, that was a pretty bad move you pulled there,” Anna says. Ever sympathetic, that one.
“Which is why I need your help, Anna. I’ve got a plan and I know you’re a lot better than I am at keeping Em in the dark. I am the world’s worst liar.”
Anna nods, grinning. “Yeah, you kind of are.”
“Then we need to get to work,” I tell her. “You’ll be my first accomplice.”
I pause, mostly for effect.
“We’ve got about ten months.”
Outside, the barren trees shiver in the chilly December wind. I’m home for a few weeks for Christmas and New Years 2012, and I’ve already hit a snag.
“Yeah,” I tell her, slumping lower in my chair. “She figured it out. One lousy hint was all it took.”
Let’s recap -and perhaps rewind- here.
Approximately one month ago, I began plotting a preliminary surprise for Emily. A test run, if you will. The plan seemed simple to me - come up with a suitably nice experience for Emily’s Christmas present, and lead her on a merry chase to discern its identity. Clever, right? Take her to a place we’ve never been? Throw in lots of creative trappings to confound and entrance her, right?
Wrong.
“Give me a hint,” Emily had said.
It was over the phone, but I could tell that pouty tone in her voice. In person, she’d be giving me The Eyes. I was powerless against The Eyes, because they invariably came accompanied by a puppy dog pout and that subtle inward slouch of the shoulders implying “certainly you’d tell little old me?”.
“No,” I’d told her, throwing the last of my willpower onto my mental campfire like wet tinder. “If I give you a hint, you’ll figure it out.”
“Pleeeeeeeeeaaase,” she’d pleaded. “Just a little hint. You’re so creative with these things. I just want to know a little bit.”
“N-no,” I attempted, but my resolve had cracked. That devious Emily! She knew how to get through my armor, undermining it by playing to my desire for praise.
“I promise I won’t tell you if I figure it out.”
“Aaaargh,” I said, through one layer of clenched teeth and another of my hand over my mouth.
“ONE hint. One really obscure one.” I thought for a while on this one - it had to be tricky and it had to be obscure enough to have multiple possibilities. A solution struck me, a convoluted answer that would no doubt frustrate her.
I had it. “We are going to a place we have been before, but never in person.”
Ha! That would do it. See, metaphorically, we had been to the Harry Potter universe, because we would read it to each other before bedtime each night. (Or, more accurately, I would read it to her, in radio-melodrama fashion, doing all the voices, while she fell asleep.) But, of course, we had never been to the theme park in Orlando, the Wizarding World of Harry Potter.
It was the perfect riddle.
The Sphinx herself would choke on this one, I thought.
“I know where we’re going,” came her reply, smirking straight through the phone. Her tone told me everything - it was over. She’d figured it out.
*****
Fast forward to the present. I’m sitting on the couch, glumly sifting through Anna’s collection of trading cards, registering little of each one.
“This, Anna, is why I cannot be trusted as the sole orchestrator of this thing,” I tell her.
“Yeah, that was a pretty bad move you pulled there,” Anna says. Ever sympathetic, that one.
“Which is why I need your help, Anna. I’ve got a plan and I know you’re a lot better than I am at keeping Em in the dark. I am the world’s worst liar.”
Anna nods, grinning. “Yeah, you kind of are.”
“Then we need to get to work,” I tell her. “You’ll be my first accomplice.”
I pause, mostly for effect.
“We’ve got about ten months.”
Chapter 01: The Realization
Charlotte's spires glint below us as the city's night life wakes. As I look out the window, the sounds of Netflix reach my ears from behind me. Emily, nestled under the covers, is the picture of contentment, with her computer in her lap, a bottle of wine, some cotton candy and the bed warmer on. I've escaped to avoid being baked alive in the reptilian conditions that women seem to favor. We're fourteen floors up in the lovely Omni hotel, in the middle of the Epicenter. The name couldn't be more appropriate for what's nearly happened.
You see, I've just caught myself. Three words nearly boiled out of me just now, a combination of "Emily," "me," and that last one, supremely powerful when spoken in the correct order, "marry."
What the hell?
We've been together two years now, in the spring of 2011, and looking at the situation like that, those three words - "marry me, Emily," would on paper seem entirely reasonable. But Emily and I have been proceeding with caution. We've both been hurt before in prior dating relationships. We know the value of reason.
But that's the thing. Love isn't a perfectly rational concept. Love, by definition, is spontaneous. Uncontrollable. Weird.
And at times, it will surprise you. I hadn't even had marriage on the mind until it nearly boiled up and out of me like that. The words lurk somewhere between my tongue and my larynx. They're probably hiding in that hole where my tonsils used to be, waiting for the moment I let my guard down.
It's then I realize that I can see this one aspect of my life stretching before me, a rail of light. It's like the taillights of the supercars that race the streets of Charlotte below us. Perhaps like that train ride scene from "Tron." And as I follow that rail, there's no deviation, no track to switch. It's dawned upon me that I will propose to Emily, because there's nobody else in the world with whom our lives could be complete.
One other thing is certain: Emily is both intelligent and perceptive. Hazardously so. And I am not necessarily a creature of subtlety. I very nearly derailed the whole plan right here, without warning. If I'm going to pull this off, I'm going to need a hell of a plan.
I'm also going to need an accomplice.
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